already....

already....

already fell for u when u barely even knows my name
I still fell for u although some of friends keep saying bad things about u...
I keep fell for u even when u'r life still full of sin
coz deep inside i know u'r not the person you were before...
but i guess i was wrong...

I love u, i love u with all my heart like i never love a men before. but u disappointed me...
i gave up everything,,, i leave everything behind and i becoming another person, a person that i don't even know my self, a person that is not who i am before ... but i don't care coz the only thing that i care is to make you happy so that u can be proud of me as u'r lady,,, so that i can be a better person for u...
but i guess what i did never good enough for u.,,

Don't u come and talk to me like u care for me..
coz i don't believe anymore in any of those....
don't u ever talk to me that u wanna be there when everything is wrong and when my eyes start to cry,...

i only say love to someone that i truly love and not just to any men..
people say that love has many meanings but i used to think my only definition about love is u...
It's so easy for u to say love to me but i am sure that next week or maybe tomorrow you will say it to someone else...

i am not the same person that u knew me before, i am different and change....
i see that u'r already made a decision i fully respect that...and when u already find that someone u must love.. cherish her, obedient to her,,,,



beCause all is alReady....
Jogjakarta, 20 November 2009. 03:20 am
copy paste from someone... thankyou...